In comments on this video I publishing private letter from my old known Mashenka. We never taking ones, sometimes seeing her in common company. From my mutual friends I known about her problems and decided to push her to though of suicide.


I think that in this time it was the best way to her. I called and appointed a meeting after work on the thoroughfare. There I gave her a package with ladies pistol. She was surprised but I was in sure that sow the seeds of doubt.


At that date when she was fought with troubles, pistol will be stored in her room like hint of suicide. And so actually after one year I received email from Masha.

"Hi! Writes you very tired woman. I decided make use of your gift. Hope that in this Saturday you will have time to come to me. I want do it with you and that you make a film about my last minute.
Waiting for you in this Saturday at 3 a.m. Masha."

Of course I took a chance. Masha was dressed in bathrobe. Her flat was trashed the bottles from different alcohol. On the table lying the pistol.

After valediction she put the gun in the mouth and shot. Fear and haste played a cruel joke.

Instead the death she got the convulsions and rale.

Later I read in newspapers about autopsy: bullet holes a respiratory. She writhing in agony , blood bleeding from mouth. In her eyes I saw a plea for help.

Carefully I took a pistol and shoot point blank in heart.
This second bullet interrupted life the 30 years old Masha N.

That's all what I want say in comments on this video, which I reviewing many times and you do. Have a pleasant viewing.